I did not sleep for 2 days, as thoughts filled my mind. I woke up every morning to see my face look 5 years elder to what I am. Brain was restless… it wasted time on net whole day and during night it woke up to find a solution but for what???
Brief history of Time:
I started blogging roughly a year ago…
1) To express thoughts on net so that like minded listen.
2) To patch up the web designing knowledge I got after 3 months of training
3) To improve English vocab
4) To create unique identity
5) To pacify hunger for popularity, purpose, people, money and hunger within for self.
I was not a computer or internet geek to start with so had to decide the theme for my blog…
I never knew that a tips blog would be most visited than a personal blog…
I never knew that there were thousands of like minded here in society, doing just the same what I do…
I never knew what it would take to hit 1k clicks per min … I never knew whether it would be a success or failure…
Only thing I was aware was of me…
I knew nothing more than me… I cannot debate on current topic neither was a tech or sports geek to make you up to date about the hot to shot news from the scene…
I had no choice… I could write only about self…
But then it would be self-fish to publish about self… I am a social being…
Hence, I created a social group called “Lifezlesson”… thanks to my creativity … sometimes It gets me into trouble for using creativity at inventing words in English which never even existed in eng dictionary.
It went on…. Stumbling for posts, learning, viewers etc etc…
After a year, I was still blogging (success) and enjoyed it.
I would like to stress that there is nothing called success or failure. I just created a platform to express my thoughts, to decrease my burden of thoughts, ideas, feelings…
It is not enough to have just thoughts… It is important that one act/ react….
I was pushed back by hard words from my friends, colleagues, readers… but then I did not stop... I don’t know what held me with blog… to write… to ignite spark…
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But then today, my mind is again restless… Now it’s because I want to hit my target everyday… I want to see my blog to be successful in materialistic terms… I m restless … coz I’m digging in to find a solution to popularize…
To make it happen, I exploited the resources I had
1) I joined face book’s largest group to catch up all the audience at one place
2) I created docs to read it then and there
3) I created page
4) I linked all my social profiles with site
5) I linked blog with blog directories… blogger’s club.
But on way to achieve this, I lost my own identity… It makes people irritated to look pop up every day about the updates…But...
It’s quite logical to say... why the F**k will you read my blog if you don’t find it useful!!!
As of now…
I don’t know what I’m doing is correct or not… But a statement always answered my questions…
“If my learning can ignite spark in one… I have fulfilled my destiny”
I do like blogging…
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